assalamualaikum
ni kali kedua ana duduk dalam kelas and couldn't absorb whatever the lecturer is talking about. i'd really dont like this feeling of not having a sense of what the whole class is talking about. last time was with jo and this time is with erika. i just go with the flow. listen blankly to the discussion. it's like my brain decided not to think or something like that. huhu.
i think maybe it's because i am disappointed with myself. i'm sad because for the last three days i've been sleeping early and woke up just nice for subuh. i've missed a few days of qiyamullail and many hours of reading and writing assignment. which makes me feel like not thinking in the class. i do understand what erika was talking about in the class just now. and i do understand what jo was talking about during the other day. but when questions are being thrown to the floor i couldn't think of the answers. eventhough i know that the answer is somewhere in my schema.
it's just frustrating because i know that i should be focusing in class and start doing my assignment. but every night when i step into my room, i am already tired of my daily event which only leads to one conclusion. sleep afifah, sleep.. i've set my alarm at 2 am. ended up switching them of until subuh prayer. huhu...
i cant go on like this. seorang daie mesti mempunyai personaliti yang mantap. bagaimanakah? nk jadi seorang daie yg baik bile tugasan sebagai seorang student terabai. dah nk dekat 2 minggu tak call rumah (mental note: this week kene call rumah).
oh well, i have to learn to say no to TIDO. it's frustrating to know that u have enough sleep when u know that there are loads of work to do. pray for me ok. pray that i'll be a good student, daughter, sister, friend, and muslim.
till then, wassalam
ni kali kedua ana duduk dalam kelas and couldn't absorb whatever the lecturer is talking about. i'd really dont like this feeling of not having a sense of what the whole class is talking about. last time was with jo and this time is with erika. i just go with the flow. listen blankly to the discussion. it's like my brain decided not to think or something like that. huhu.
i think maybe it's because i am disappointed with myself. i'm sad because for the last three days i've been sleeping early and woke up just nice for subuh. i've missed a few days of qiyamullail and many hours of reading and writing assignment. which makes me feel like not thinking in the class. i do understand what erika was talking about in the class just now. and i do understand what jo was talking about during the other day. but when questions are being thrown to the floor i couldn't think of the answers. eventhough i know that the answer is somewhere in my schema.
it's just frustrating because i know that i should be focusing in class and start doing my assignment. but every night when i step into my room, i am already tired of my daily event which only leads to one conclusion. sleep afifah, sleep.. i've set my alarm at 2 am. ended up switching them of until subuh prayer. huhu...
i cant go on like this. seorang daie mesti mempunyai personaliti yang mantap. bagaimanakah? nk jadi seorang daie yg baik bile tugasan sebagai seorang student terabai. dah nk dekat 2 minggu tak call rumah (mental note: this week kene call rumah).
oh well, i have to learn to say no to TIDO. it's frustrating to know that u have enough sleep when u know that there are loads of work to do. pray for me ok. pray that i'll be a good student, daughter, sister, friend, and muslim.
till then, wassalam
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