helplessness

assalamualaikum,

while i was bustling around in my room, a thought crossed my mind. i was thinking of my friends like how i treat them, the things that we have done together, things in the past, etc, etc. well, something struck me. don't you sometimes feel helpless around your friend? helpless in a sense that you know that something is troubling them but you are unable to help them. from the look in their face, you will know that something is not right. what make it worse is you don't know what's bothering her and what can you do to make them happy.

hmm.. but you also know that your friend does not want to trouble you with their problems. but then think again, sharing is caring. if you are unable to share with the person with the person you hang out with everyday, what does that say?

now that i've written about this, what about me? have i been telus enough with my best friends? have i made them worry? sure i do. sorry korang. sometimes there are some things best left unsaid. (ah-ha, there you go fifa, maybe this is what they think too.. some things are best left unsaid). but then, how can you solve a problem when you don't know the source of the problem? you CAN'T.

there's limit in every friendship. sometimes you have reached at the end which you know that there's no more room for you to move forward, unless the other person let you move. oh well, friendship is complicated.

nah, complicated or not, i do love you guys. thanks for the support that you have gave. for being understanding me, being who i am. whatever it is, i'll try to understand you guys as much as i can. there's no such thing as break up in a friendship. hopefully, the ukhuwwah that i have made here is the one that will stay forever and will bring me to jannah.insyaAllah

now i'd really have to go... or.....