escapism

Sometimes when you can’t take it anymore there is no choice but to take an exit even though it is just for a while from the subject matter. I have been doing this for quite sometimes for the last few weeks. I know that it is not good but I can’t take it. Too much is not good. It is suffocated at times and only Allah knows how long can I take it anymore. “Escapism” I call it. Escape at times when you do not have the energy to face it and to accept it anymore.

Escapism… escapism… escapism. Well, one thing for sure I know that it is not a solution and it will never be. To solve a problem, you have to face it and try to make it dissolve. Running away is not an option. Nope. Never. (Huhu).

“O Allah, i know that it is one of Your test. Permudahkanlah Ya Allah. Berlapang dada dan berusaha untuk menerima setiap satu daripadanya. Ya Allah, hanya Kau sahaja yang tahu isi hatiku. Permudahkanlah ku Ya Allah. KU memohon kepada mu Ya Allah bantulah hambamu ini”