honestly, i want to go home. hahahah. tu la hari tu nak datang sangat. but if i didnt come i am afraid that i will not get posted anywhere. i am afraid that i might have to pay rm1 000 000. actually this is about taking chances. there is a fork road and i have to choose which road to take. i had decided to go this way. so i have to bear with the consequences of my choice.
my school is 76 km away from bandar sri aman. it is in a district called lubok antu. most of the time i remain silent because i have no idea what the people around me are talking about. i can only catch the simple language such as makan=makai, minum=nyirup, datang = datai, jalan=jalai and kemik = kencing. The younger ones are harder to teach because they have just starting to learn BM. Most of the time they speak bahasa iban. when they asked questions i could only look.
i am the only female single teacher. so, at the moment it feels quite lonely as the rest of the staff are experience teachers. i couldnt join in their conversation because i do not understand them. all the young teachers are male teachers. so it's not like i can go out and hang out with them right.
at the moment i am teaching BM, Seni and Moral. i used to hate seni. in school, i didn't even send in my seni homework as my drawing was horrible. haha. i dont know if i will be able to come up with a good example for the students to follow. now i need buncho, crayon and pencil colour. it's hard to get things when it's hard to go out. and the nearest town is an hour away.
well here i am complaining. it would be nice if i can go home. i know it's too early to apply for reposting. but i think i do really want to teach somewhere in jb. home .... it's where i want to be at the moment. after one month sitting at home and do nothing. it's quite hard to step out of my comfort zone.
iA everything will be ok. it's a matter of time. once i am used to all this, iA it will be easier for me. please pray for me.
salam wrb
my school is 76 km away from bandar sri aman. it is in a district called lubok antu. most of the time i remain silent because i have no idea what the people around me are talking about. i can only catch the simple language such as makan=makai, minum=nyirup, datang = datai, jalan=jalai and kemik = kencing. The younger ones are harder to teach because they have just starting to learn BM. Most of the time they speak bahasa iban. when they asked questions i could only look.
i am the only female single teacher. so, at the moment it feels quite lonely as the rest of the staff are experience teachers. i couldnt join in their conversation because i do not understand them. all the young teachers are male teachers. so it's not like i can go out and hang out with them right.
at the moment i am teaching BM, Seni and Moral. i used to hate seni. in school, i didn't even send in my seni homework as my drawing was horrible. haha. i dont know if i will be able to come up with a good example for the students to follow. now i need buncho, crayon and pencil colour. it's hard to get things when it's hard to go out. and the nearest town is an hour away.
well here i am complaining. it would be nice if i can go home. i know it's too early to apply for reposting. but i think i do really want to teach somewhere in jb. home .... it's where i want to be at the moment. after one month sitting at home and do nothing. it's quite hard to step out of my comfort zone.
iA everything will be ok. it's a matter of time. once i am used to all this, iA it will be easier for me. please pray for me.
salam wrb
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huhu..
cikgu ifah: kereta itu kemik
budak-budak: haa?!!
hahaha
kenalah beli kamus bahasa iban :P
http://www.enchantedlearning.com/Home.html ni website main lukis2
ade ke kamus bahasa iban...
subjek b.iban panggil jako iban
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